It is seized..
I am ceased..
trying to lease
another way

I am waiting...alone
looking at everything unknown
waiting for a tone
that is never heard

It is gone
don't mourn
carry on
ask yourself you have anything that you really own??

it is so clear
that flair
will not be seen again

it is so bad
that i am sad
and I don't want to get out of it..

and i know
now things as i see
the way I want them to be
will never happen that way

I wish to cry
breaking all my dams
leaving no cramps
in my heart behind

All I want to know
is how many compromises I should make
to fake
that I am happy!!!!!!!

though it is dark
and I used to love that spark
Now I love the dark

And I fear the light
as it brings..
new hopes new dreams
which I know
will be shattered as they have been

In the end
all I wish
is only peace
within me..