I was trying to dig a hole
thinking it was my only role
it took my too much toll
Killing all my will to live
correlating reality and dream
it never happens as it seems
I don't want to live a dream
All I want is a humble scream
I just want to clean my past
may that way I can re cast
Losing myself is what I crave
I want to be again naive
I just want to lose myself
looks the only way to find myself
That should show where I stand
clearing whatever is blind
craziness is full of me
insanity may be is the key
Thinking how hard I was cast
I know it wont last
just waiting for me to blast
leaving me an iconoclast
every breath that I do take
only thing that I cant fake
makes me feel I am born
recoding whatever is torn
There is gap in me which I cant fill
unaware how it was drilled
makes my heart a grinding mill
may be you are "The One" who can heal
feeling lost in corpse of the past
I know I must move on fast
calming myself till I dawn
poised to see the new future drawn
(Note: I wrote this one with Hangover of Fade To Black by Metallica. Try to sing this one with that rhythm)
2 comments:
you know ? some one once told me - i'm going to get a tattoo on my arm - NO REGRETS . That sent me into deep thought , for many days, weeks, months - wud i ever do that ? no way ! i have too many regrets . I'm also thankful that some of them , are so , though . I would love to start my life afresh too - i think i have , actually - but sometimes, i think - lets go to kindergarten again .
Does this mean , I understood your poem :-) ?
partly I should say yes.. :) but I meant more aggression and passion with it. I am trying to explain a complete transition in a person..which would change him inside out..which will give a fresh look at the world..which is independent of the past..and that should define a completely new future..as there is no burden of the past on him..
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